Tuesday, January 17, 2012

"I am who I am"

I got up this morning with some neck pain and found myself in wandering thoughts.  One of them was,  Who am I..............really?   Then this came to me on facebook:

You can desire a certain attitude, a relationship, deep companionship....you can't change how others feel and react to emotions in your heart. The one thing you must not compromise on is who you are. If you change to accommodate others the one they come to know is not the real you. Your integrity will eventually be called into question as who you are slowly emerges. It will be seen as 'change' but not necessarily who or what they desire. Wasted time is never recovered. Be who you are always, fully and let those who don't accept you pass by. - ct
 Do not compromise Who I am, who you are......Well I've always said, "I am who I am"  and I still am.  


But sometimes I just wonder........................... what is who I am.  
I think I KNOW....................  But some don't.

Monday, January 2, 2012

Glad and Sad

Children bring us so much joy.
At all ages.
And so many feeling arise as they reach teach new step in their lives.

Not really realizing it, From Birth We try to teach our children
everything to be ready to begin their own lives as adults.
Yet when the day has been set, and they are planning on moving away
our tears begin, and will forever continue over many new things.

Interesting how I can be glad and sad all at the same time.

Everything

I have had several days alone.  Nothing to do but watch TV and Relax.
I have had to worry about nothing, 
 The responsibility meter was at a -1.
I still had to ask so that I would know if something got done.
  But other than feed the dogs, and eat, I have had nothing that I allowed to call my attention. 
 Even though I know I have responsibilities which await my attention. as always.

So really the nothing is everything.
I think about all that I do have, everything.

Although I have relaxed a lot, and enjoyed every minute.........
I am thankful for this time of solace to reflect.
My reflection is that my life is filled with so much good.
Everything that I think about now, I can only feel the Good.
I know that like everyone there will be issues in life
and I will deal with them.

So Now............ How do I make my life Happy, I ask
Because I know to do that it is all up to me.  I have to figure out how I want it to be, and what I want it to be and then make it that way.
First step is to decide on what is necessary to keep, or not.  Then make the plan, and put it into action.

Women I know worry about so many things that I don't (I don't give it the time)
Not to say I don't have thoughts about personal things to worry about, as I do.
But I have to make those positive ones about me.

Everything I have, I will keep, it is good. 
Those things that come and try to pull me down, I shall fight.

Now I pray for Strength for my EVERYTHING!