Glad and Sad

Children bring us so much joy.
At all ages.
And so many feeling arise as they reach teach new step in their lives.

Not really realizing it, From Birth We try to teach our children
everything to be ready to begin their own lives as adults.
Yet when the day has been set, and they are planning on moving away
our tears begin, and will forever continue over many new things.

Interesting how I can be glad and sad all at the same time.

Everything

I have had several days alone.  Nothing to do but watch TV and Relax.
I have had to worry about nothing, 
 The responsibility meter was at a -1.
I still had to ask so that I would know if something got done.
  But other than feed the dogs, and eat, I have had nothing that I allowed to call my attention. 
 Even though I know I have responsibilities which await my attention. as always.

So really the nothing is everything.
I think about all that I do have, everything.

Although I have relaxed a lot, and enjoyed every minute.........
I am thankful for this time of solace to reflect.
My reflection is that my life is filled with so much good.
Everything that I think about now, I can only feel the Good.
I know that like everyone there will be issues in life
and I will deal with them.

So Now............ How do I make my life Happy, I ask
Because I know to do that it is all up to me.  I have to figure out how I want it to be, and what I want it to be and then make it that way.
First step is to decide on what is necessary to keep, or not.  Then make the plan, and put it into action.

Women I know worry about so many things that I don't (I don't give it the time)
Not to say I don't have thoughts about personal things to worry about, as I do.
But I have to make those positive ones about me.

Everything I have, I will keep, it is good. 
Those things that come and try to pull me down, I shall fight.

Now I pray for Strength for my EVERYTHING!

How to Think

Well If I knew how to think, it would solve all my problems, I would know the answer maybe before I questioned myself.  Ha
To think about what I know,
I know that I have a great Family, of course none of them are perfect, and that is good.
I know that I have to train my brain to remain positive, think Happy and it will happen.
I am better at this now, way more than a year ago.
I know that I worry too much, I wear my feelings on my shirt sleeve, and I would like
to say what I think more often.
I know that I don't speak out because it is my opinion and it wouldn't make a difference to others,
basically they don't deserve my thoughts or my time to say them.
I know that I try hard not to judge others, I am fairly good at it, and getting better.  I am very
aware of this when I hear others judge and verbalize it.  Goes back to having an opinion,
and believeing sometimes we need to keep those to ourselves.
I know that my tolerance for snotty, spoiled, selfish, people is very low.
I know that I do not want to be around them.
I know that I have to sometimes be around them. (at work)

I know above all else, that I will remain positive, think things through, continue to keep my opinions to myself, keep my tolerance of others at a palatable level, and Be Happy because I am Blessed in so many ways, that I couldn't begin to list all the blessings in my life.

All is well.
That is How to Think.

A Space

Breathing is hard
 when you want some space.

Space that belongs to you.....
An area of your own,
A spot to call yours
just to breath.

To sing
To dance
To cry

A space to just
Be You

Find my Staying Even

It is really Hard to find the "Even" and then Harder to stay in  this "EVEN"
 Then even harder to keep it.
"Even" is something we never are really.  or is it?
Do some women find that they desire this "Even"of Self;
   the self being EVEN
 I have been hunting for the "Even Keel" for a mighty long time;
Maybe I do Not neet to hunt for this, or Have it.........
Maybe the desire to feel this way it a natural
Yet, maybe I am just weird,,,,,,,, and maybe I will never know.
all thru the days,, Staying even makes me wonder.




NICE WORDS & THOUGHTS


Comfort on difficult days,
smiles when sadness intrudes,
 rainbows to follow the clouds,
 laughter to kiss your lips,
 sunsets to warm your heart,
 hugs when spirits sag,
beauty for your eyes to see,
 friendships to brighten your being,
 faith so that you can believe,
confidence for when you doubt,
courage to know yourself,
 patience to accept the truth,
 Love to complete your life.”
 ~ Author Unknown ♥

Not all about ME..............

All about me, .............................
My world around
It is my place to roam
to think, to absorb, to learn about life here on the ground.
I cannot see what it is, in the fog ahead
won't be clear until I get there you see and then it will be what I make it,
as I can only make a part of it about me.

All Balled UP

If being Tight as a Drum, makes you Wound up and ready to explode

Then being all balled up, makes you ready for the explosion

The fire will simmer only so long, then it will explode..................